She had a split personality sometimes she faced reality sometimes she lived in a world filled with love clean like a snowflake, pure as a dove bright and pure without a spot her life a play that had no plot other times she was dark and held without her heart was empty, no feelings came out her eyes were open, but nothing she'd see her life was unknown her soul ebony The rest of the time she would just hide away not light, not dark, she was simply gray...
One night I layed trying to get some sleep But every time I close my eyes I hear your voice screaming I opend it to find myself in the same room Between 4walls just me and my gloom I close my eyes again but now I remember when u used to cry And all the moments' u wanted in to die That turned my heart to pieces in few seconds But coz it's a dream I could gether it with both of my hands I was going to put it back where it belongs Then I thought how my life would get better without a heart I woke up again and it was raining I said maybe standing out will wash away those bad feelings With no result waited till I got bored So I came back to my closed box and set on the floor And while I was setting I remembered The day I was playing with my doll Then he came and closes my room's door
All those feeling I never wanted to feel Before
I tried to open my eyes this time But I was already awake I couldn't believe that even for a while I gave my head a little shake To restore my consciousness But that looks so helpless
No one seems to understand except my dark hole And all those feeling I never wanted to feel before
I keep looking for the ghost of an old memory But every time it's the same end. Feel so disappointing How could a person make me feel this way? It's not a person ......it's a poison But a sweet poison make me numb when pain torture me And take me high when people let me Where? Down and down and down it's the place I used to be in But he says it's just a nightmare
Tick..Tock.....tick .......tock Days are getting better with the faith you give And hope does exist because you made me believe
Tuck.....tuck[/size].....tuck.....the voice of his shooses are getting farther!!!!!!And farther!!!And farther till I can't hear it
Heh.....he sure won't runaway and lave me He just went to bring more hope coz I told him I saw another nightmare.......sure he won't let me
But what was that nightmare .........eumm!!
Ah....yeh I was in a dark place but this is not what scared me but it's the moment when I saw a small light and when I tried to catch it runaway
Knock...knock ......I knew he was honest But once I opened that door I saw him sleeping in a box!!!!!!! Yeh a box and dark haloes flying on it I kept asking people But why nobody see it except me
My man my hoperunaway and let me I kept blaming him all these years
But the truth is My nightmares made him disappear Just to make me let off my fears